I care

I care
i really do

is this meant to be?

are you the right one?

how can i noe?

so near and yet so far literally

darn it

i dont have the guts to ask.

darn.

So here i am

here i am at 2 am unable to sleep.

and tml i have church.

darn.

my body is worn out,but my brain begs to differ.

perhaps to much caffine frm the tea ice?O.o






heh and here's the first pi con my blog =)

yes

yes

this is the month of evangelism.

i decided to take it to a whole new level.

not just one friend,not 3,not 3

the entire class of 40 ppl.

yes.

i used my oral assesment and spoke about God.

it was scary allrite.

but i'm glad i did it.

thank You God.

=)

what are u thinking?why are things so confusing?are you hiding something?should i be feeling this way?

In the end its all up to my Father.

Restless

restless ebcause there isnt any sports

i'm copped up at home,my mum and dad arent even letting me jog or swim because of the haze.

ARRRGGGHHH

al this pent up energy isnt good

and it doesnt help that i slept for 2 hours =/

what to do?

haizzzzz

restless because i dunno what it is.

i miss those times.

thoughts

feelings, emotions never certain or lasting
never rooted ,firm,like it would in casting
annoying,disturbing,always in my head
scattered,racing,like fleas in my bed

so unsure and uncertain i hate it u see
i dont want to buzz and move like a bee
going frm one flower to the next
never resting nor even having time for a text

ahh how the heart feels,it so confusing at times
messed up exactly like a pile of dimes
dropped and rolling all over the place
perhaps it would be better to hit urself with a mace

how i wish to be rigid and that i wont budge
how i wish to be slow and precise to judge
why oh why do i feel this way
i wish i dont i would like to say

irittable, its driving me nuts
disgusting like a pile of butts
ugh how i wish to be free of this, now
it makes me feel just like a cow
that has been milked one time too many
deranged and dizzy like my great aunt fanny

2 roads to take which one should i choose?
or maybe,just like a goose
i would run and fly to seek better ground
because there r alot of nicer fields around.

if u noe what i;m trying to say

i'll give u one ringgit.

=)

I'm winning

I cant believe it

with God i'm winning.

i cant believe it.

YEA MAN!

Luke 1:37 nothing is impossible with God.

so true

=)

i like appricots

very chewy

very nice

lol.

that previous post was uncalled for.

haha.

but hey eevry1 snaps.

i guess i stil gotta continue praying.

continue beliving.

God is with me..

and that God will work thru me

I listen

i listen

i really did.

why do u think i dont?

=(

Strength

strength

I need Your strength.

to keep the promises i made.

But i stil miss the times when we smiled,laughed and talked togheter.

the sky's so beautiful.

My love story

B4 i knew God my love life was a mess.

Even after i knew God i messed up.

So now.

God.

i give u the pen to my love story.

I'll let You write MY love story for me.

I will go only when u say go.

because u love and know me more than i do myself.

thnx for da book mel!=).(eh why am i including mel in so many posts 0.0 XD)

Melissa who?

there was once my dad asked

dad:who fetched u home?

me:melissa

dad:melissa who?

me:melissa hoo

dad:melissa WHO?

me:melissa HOO!

haha its so much fun messing around with parents XD