for all of u that went to sports.
for all of u that stayed back
for all of u that helped my mum and i search for my sis
for all of u who prayed.
thnx
thnx for caring.
=)
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
the handsome rat
heh the perevious post was one inspired by the novelist dean koontz.give his books a go..hey GOOD.
it was just giving anger a literary image thats all.=)
anyways this was a convo of me and mel while waitinf for her to pack sushi home.
mel:eh look at the rat.
sean"what?why?
mel:looks like u..hahahah
sean:WHOA...handsome rat...
sean and mel:hahahahaa
mel:i CANT belive u just said that O.o
sean:learned it frm ya.
mel:SLAP.
hahahaha
it was just giving anger a literary image thats all.=)
anyways this was a convo of me and mel while waitinf for her to pack sushi home.
mel:eh look at the rat.
sean"what?why?
mel:looks like u..hahahah
sean:WHOA...handsome rat...
sean and mel:hahahahaa
mel:i CANT belive u just said that O.o
sean:learned it frm ya.
mel:SLAP.
hahahaha
Friday, July 17, 2009
Hate.
he glances around to make sure noone was in sight.
he curls into a fetal position vibrating uncontrollably ..letting the hurt, the pain ,the longing wash over him
oh how he loved
oh how he hurt
how he envied
how he..
raged.
and as he felt these emotions take control.he felt that terribly unbearable pain,indefatigably hurting him,causing him to cry out.and opening his eyes he revealed the first of the inhuman transformations he would undergo,his pupils were no longer black,but red,with unique swirls,these eyes were ones which could detect and anticipate any movement at all.
RAAAAGGGHHH
as the rage,the hurt..the pain,the hatred coursed through his veins,he pulled back his mouth to reveal rows of lethal teeth,capable of slicing and crushing anything locked between his jaws.
his spine curved and twisted,and he unleashed a piercing cry as wings and sharp protrusions burst from his skin.
a tail complete with a scorpion like stinger on its end grew out of him..
how he sacrificed..how he waited....
how he cared.
his hands grew and sharp claws took place of nails,bony,coal black structures took the place of human hands,and feet,human skin was shredded as a grotesque animalistic body took place.
and as he pushed his teeth back into a snarl,his jaws elongated,bones in his face reconfiguring themselves to resemble those of a wolf or a crocodile.
and then he roared.
he channeled all that hate into that single blood curdling roar.
but that roar wasnt enough.
he was out for blood.
and so he went through the forest using terrible strength to fling boulders and enormous tress out of its was,picking up any living thing he found and shredded it to pieces,cracking limb after limb,snapping spines,tearing animals in half,crushing skulls,gouging out eyes and internal organs,flinging pieces of flesh and tissue resulting in gore that covered the entire underbrush.
POWER.
YES IMMENSE POWER.
KILL
DESTROY
yes HATE,OBLIVIATE anything that stands in your way especially your fellow "friends" that back stab u,insult u,get mad at u for no reason,acting like the world revolves around those selfish morons,those FOOLS.
find them
and feast on thier flesh..
and as the voice grew louder and louder in his head,his anger grew and grew,channeling hurt and pain into white hot FURY.
he was going to finish all those useless people who put themselves on holy pedestales.
yes tonight he was going to show them the consequences of their actions.
there..one of them
that girl whom wrongly acussed him and commanded him in that painfuly annoying tone to not let someone else wait.
ah some one behind her..
infact a whole gang of them..
BACKSTABBERS.
HYPOCRITES..
as that rage doiled and festered..
he acted.
using one swipe he knocked all of them in all directions..slamming them into trees and rocks.
how he would savor this.
he kicked and punched one after the other,enjoying their mortified screams and pleas to stop as well as the terrified expressions seeing something so horrendous,something so powerful.
as they crouched on the ground coughing out blood and groaning in a state of semi-consciousness.he decided that now was the time that he would snap their body parts and let each other see what the other looked like after being remodeled like play dough.
as the act of judgement was about to be cariied out,a blinding flash caused him to stummble,afraind he retreaded into the woods..and adruptly he found himself in his human form...standing in front of a supernatural being..
again powere radiated,power flowed..from whoeevr this guy was.
but this power was infinetly greater,and he realised this wasnt the power of hate.
it was love.
at that moment he realised he wasnt so great after all.being a human like the rest of them,he was as much of a hypocrite
no..he was worse.
he was convicted and as the being clothed in white,with a light shinning FROM him approached,the man broke down.
and then he knew who this was.
someone he had put aside for so long,someone he identified as insignificant.
Father?
son i forgive You..
forgive them as well.be set free from these chains.
and then a peace he had never felt b4,the Peace of love.
yes Father,i will.
he curls into a fetal position vibrating uncontrollably ..letting the hurt, the pain ,the longing wash over him
oh how he loved
oh how he hurt
how he envied
how he..
raged.
and as he felt these emotions take control.he felt that terribly unbearable pain,indefatigably hurting him,causing him to cry out.and opening his eyes he revealed the first of the inhuman transformations he would undergo,his pupils were no longer black,but red,with unique swirls,these eyes were ones which could detect and anticipate any movement at all.
RAAAAGGGHHH
as the rage,the hurt..the pain,the hatred coursed through his veins,he pulled back his mouth to reveal rows of lethal teeth,capable of slicing and crushing anything locked between his jaws.
his spine curved and twisted,and he unleashed a piercing cry as wings and sharp protrusions burst from his skin.
a tail complete with a scorpion like stinger on its end grew out of him..
how he sacrificed..how he waited....
how he cared.
his hands grew and sharp claws took place of nails,bony,coal black structures took the place of human hands,and feet,human skin was shredded as a grotesque animalistic body took place.
and as he pushed his teeth back into a snarl,his jaws elongated,bones in his face reconfiguring themselves to resemble those of a wolf or a crocodile.
and then he roared.
he channeled all that hate into that single blood curdling roar.
but that roar wasnt enough.
he was out for blood.
and so he went through the forest using terrible strength to fling boulders and enormous tress out of its was,picking up any living thing he found and shredded it to pieces,cracking limb after limb,snapping spines,tearing animals in half,crushing skulls,gouging out eyes and internal organs,flinging pieces of flesh and tissue resulting in gore that covered the entire underbrush.
POWER.
YES IMMENSE POWER.
KILL
DESTROY
yes HATE,OBLIVIATE anything that stands in your way especially your fellow "friends" that back stab u,insult u,get mad at u for no reason,acting like the world revolves around those selfish morons,those FOOLS.
find them
and feast on thier flesh..
and as the voice grew louder and louder in his head,his anger grew and grew,channeling hurt and pain into white hot FURY.
he was going to finish all those useless people who put themselves on holy pedestales.
yes tonight he was going to show them the consequences of their actions.
there..one of them
that girl whom wrongly acussed him and commanded him in that painfuly annoying tone to not let someone else wait.
ah some one behind her..
infact a whole gang of them..
BACKSTABBERS.
HYPOCRITES..
as that rage doiled and festered..
he acted.
using one swipe he knocked all of them in all directions..slamming them into trees and rocks.
how he would savor this.
he kicked and punched one after the other,enjoying their mortified screams and pleas to stop as well as the terrified expressions seeing something so horrendous,something so powerful.
as they crouched on the ground coughing out blood and groaning in a state of semi-consciousness.he decided that now was the time that he would snap their body parts and let each other see what the other looked like after being remodeled like play dough.
as the act of judgement was about to be cariied out,a blinding flash caused him to stummble,afraind he retreaded into the woods..and adruptly he found himself in his human form...standing in front of a supernatural being..
again powere radiated,power flowed..from whoeevr this guy was.
but this power was infinetly greater,and he realised this wasnt the power of hate.
it was love.
at that moment he realised he wasnt so great after all.being a human like the rest of them,he was as much of a hypocrite
no..he was worse.
he was convicted and as the being clothed in white,with a light shinning FROM him approached,the man broke down.
and then he knew who this was.
someone he had put aside for so long,someone he identified as insignificant.
Father?
son i forgive You..
forgive them as well.be set free from these chains.
and then a peace he had never felt b4,the Peace of love.
yes Father,i will.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
And yet
And yet
even in the midst of a fallen corrupted world
how much God blesses us.
friends,family,good health SPORTS =D.church
but the greatest miricale is Christ in me.
although fear,uncertainty,doubt indefatigably disturbs,
i have my God.
and i have those memories.
thats enough to make me smile.=)
even in the midst of a fallen corrupted world
how much God blesses us.
friends,family,good health SPORTS =D.church
but the greatest miricale is Christ in me.
although fear,uncertainty,doubt indefatigably disturbs,
i have my God.
and i have those memories.
thats enough to make me smile.=)
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Life
Life is funny
but it's also complicated
fragile.
full of unexpected turns and surpirises
changing us shaping us
sometimes life was better when it was simple.
sometimes i envy kids
they laugh at anything,find joy so easily,as long as their basic needs r met,they smile with contentment.
yea.
so i wholly surrender.
teach me Your ways God.
as moses asked...
show me Your glory.
but it's also complicated
fragile.
full of unexpected turns and surpirises
changing us shaping us
sometimes life was better when it was simple.
sometimes i envy kids
they laugh at anything,find joy so easily,as long as their basic needs r met,they smile with contentment.
yea.
so i wholly surrender.
teach me Your ways God.
as moses asked...
show me Your glory.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
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