I see friends get hurt....bad...cause they let themselves in too deep with the ones whom they liked.Its saddening...the way the hurt lingers,i feel sorry for them.They will recover yes,but a part of them has been torn.I hope they can let go.

So i guess for now my capability to detach and stopping myself frm going in too deep is a good thing.i dont wanna be hurt,its gonna be painful if it does.Perhaps this mechanism will only stop when i find Ms right.Until then,i shall keep myself away frm these futile emotions,only clouding and blurring my heart.A burden u might call it.I dont like that feeling,i wanna be free.

Lol i'm not emo,i'm jus saying the truth.The higher u climb the worse the fall.So before i even climb i shall stop,cut away these feelings,making sure that it doesn get to me.A fullproff way of being safe.

And so we go.