i want my wings..i wasnt meant to be contained.....i pray to the Lord that it will end....i regret every min of it....why did it even happen?why did i hav to light the fuse of sumthin that i didnt really want...and now if it ends hurt and pain will come.....i dont have the courage to do this....i have never done it before....this isn the way it was meant to be.

Now i need boldness i am trying to hide...to run away frm it.....but ignoring it wont make it go away.

The bonds holding me back frm freedom,sweet sweet freedom.......i hav to cut it.but i believe freedom is what i need now....i shall never make the same mistake again....i want,i need,i was meant to have FREEDOM.

i believe to end it is the way it was meant to be...the question is.....am i bold enough....

And so we go