Yong xiang...

My brother..it is time for u to leave us...we'll miss u but i feel happy that God has let u grow up to be strong in faith and compassionate for ppl.I believe as with so many others..God will use u..in a mighty way.

I'll miss u my dear friend..but i feel happy for u too.I wish u all the best...dont come back with grand kids.XD

we have been thru a lot..its been such an awesome privallege to know u and to be ur bro..

xiang xiang boy...ur a man..a man of God..

be the joseph i noe u are...

God bless u brother

=)

What Has God given me?

What has He done?what christmas gifts will he give me?
Friends,Family,Good body,Proection,Material blessings,and most importantly...

LOVE.

Oh how i cannot fanthom or grasp this love that runs so deep within me.

OH!This is the true love my friends,that can fill u if there is a void in ur heart.

This love knows no boundaries,it is unconditional,and when we start to grasp that..the world doesn matter.He just loves us the way He created us...He just loves us for us!as simple as that...Loved us so much that in all religions,in any beliefs,My God is the only God who loved us so much till He was willing to send down His flesh and blood to die...just for us.

Thats my Christmas gift my friends...and whats more..He loved me so much that he has poured out belssings and protection on me...

Even when noone accepts or loves u....God does.

Where in all the world..can u find a love like that.

It shouldnt be what can God give me for christmas..it should be what can I give to God.

What am i going to give?

God,Father...i give u my life,my soul.my spirit,my heart,my entirie being..

let it be all for You.

Is it possible for me to jump over them?

its been a while since i onlined,my cousins was here,couldnt use thecom lol.and then tml i'll be going to a camp...wont be updating til after itXD.

I'm a busy man.

ah i wanna ask u guys...do u guys think it'll be possible for me to jump over...
jamie?
halley?
dianne?
daniel loh?

hmmm...i dont dare to try.lol.

ahhh i know i can jump high....

lemme wallow in self pribe for a lil while..heheheheheh

anyways does anyone have meet the spartans?i wanna watch it.

Outing

Well at times it was pointless but the most important thing is...we had fun!XD

we played frisbee,monkey,ping pong,sand,with dead fishes,bball,cards,foosball,and other stuff(i think).The masterlife group bonded really well,i dunno bout u guys but it was a great time of fellowship,we got to talk to ppl we never really talked to.Like owayne....especially owayne...who entertained with crazy stories of his school life.

Waking up with tooth paste on my face..it wasnt exactly a fun experience.I dont mind it now,but pls dont do that again.yes matt i'm talking to you.

AND i never knew carmen had such a powerful slap.I was sitting there then WAP!carmen hit me owwww..then wap!ben hit me..OWwwww..then WAP!OWWWWW....cramen again.

Then i joked bout sumthin wap!hannah hit me,wap!cramen hit me.wap!ben hit me,then the finisher was by carmen.

and i woke up to?u guessed another crazy wack by carmen yong.I was on the verge of swearing ...lol.

All in all a fun and wild experience

I am renewed

Refreshed redeemed a new creation,praise be to My God who has let me come back to Him again.Its been a while,But Thank You Father for letting me come back to u=)

and its been raining a lot lately,cant go out so when i wanna jog i gotta go to the gym,its getting kinda boring,staring at the ceiling,My motivation was to imagine the yellow plastic disc flying in front of me and running after it.It does work in a way,but i wanna chase after a REAL one,not an imaginary one.

So i was in gurney and i was kinda tired so a bit blur blur then a thought(perhaps God given)just cut across my mind and said ur gonna meet mat.So i was like..OK.and then i was walking around and lo and behold walking into the store with lanky footsteps was none aother than tall thin matthew lim with his cap on.WHOA...XDDD.I fooled around with him for a while before leaving the store.

and thats it folks hope i'll have sumthin mroe intresting next time =)

Ahhhh....

ahhhh that feels better,I finally had my weekly dose of frisbee.

today T.O.P ppl joined us and max played even though he was handiccaped =0.This is called gengXD.Anyways it was pity yx didnt couldnt come,haizzz but the show had to go on.

and a lot of upland ppl joined us,so we split into 3 teams for the first time.

of course,my team owned everyone..i mean c'mon it was expectedXD.jamie didnt seem to like me today,lol.brian elbowed my hip as i jumped with him,and i also crash landed into hannah.jumping is so fun,i wanna jump jump jump!

hayley and me were the 2 ge ongs today i think ppl cant see hayley...thats why shes always openXD.

and to top the fantastic sports sesion off,i had my very own frisbee knock in the lips!but i dont mind thank God nothing serious occured.

FRISBEE ROCKS!!!!!RAH!!!CANT WAIT TILL NEXT SUN!!!

F-R-I-S-B-E-E

lets talk bout the princes of the plastic disc..i'm talking bout ultimate frisbee.

I WANNA PLAY.

i wanna jump.i wanna catch.i wanna throw,,i wanna score,i wanna block.

i wanna hang in the air.

let me repeat that I WANNA HANG IN THE AIR.

i wanna outjump everyone.

yea lets say that again.I WANNA OUTJUMP EVERYONE.

i wanna FLY.

i wanna laugh,i wanna shout,i wanna dive.

c'mon,c'mon'C'MON!

i wanna be one of the princes of the plastic disc.

yea..I WANNA BE ONE OF THE PRINCES OF THE PLASTIC DISC!

I WANNA PLAY!!!!

GET ME A DISC!LETS GO!!!!!!

terror,fear....

last night...

my gosh it was terrible....

it was horrifying,scary,fear gripped me....

darkness enclosed me...

and yet God has led me towards His light.

My God my God forgive me for my stupidity...

dont turn ur back on me again.

Today max,yx ,ben and i went to gurney to catch a movie.When we reached there we didnt noe wat movie to watch so we just took madagascar 2.

and i can tell that show is DANGGGGG funny.U GOTTA WATCH IT!=)

so then we spent some time hanging out or should i say fellowhiping.max being max went to get a hot dog and ben did the same.i on the other hand got green tea ice cream and tea ice.We talked while walking and rounded nearly the whole of gurney plaza until we sat down at a restruant beside GSC and talked sommore till max and ben went to watch 007.

So it was me and yx,it was about 5.10 we walked around the whole of gurney plaza in rounds and rounds and rounds while talking for over an hour.

It wasnt the place that made it nice It was the ppl God had sent to be with me.

Looking back this couldnt be possible without my Father.

And i thank Him for all of u =)

Friendship

When i first came into GBC i saw everyone mingling and having so much fun with each other.Why was it different why was it special?i envied it.i wanted those kind of close friends.

Know why?its because they put God first,and so having that they had Godly relationships with one another.

I am so thankful to God i am having those kind of friendships now,thank you Father for gicing me such good friendsAnd thank you,all of you especially yx,max,ben for being able to forgive and forget to put aside the mistakes i made and to continue growin in God and fellowshiping with each other.

so nice=)

Redemption and forgiveness

Rage was what i held now rage is what i let go.it was a huge misunderstanding

I wa spraying and praying and then now i'm not so sure how myself,i was..well actually thinking back i also dunno what happenedXD.

but the most important thing is i saw a pic of me and u guys laughing and smiling and holding each others shoulders.

This brotherhood meant so much to me.All i can say is God,gave me peace,and now he has told me to forgive and seek forgiveness.and i praise my Father for that.

and now i am redeemed i am forgiven.

brothers to the end....=)

OH GOD IS GOOD!!!!

Whos taller now mat

so me and mat jumped...

Then i managed to tap it down.

it hit me.

at that moment i was taller than he was.

AHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!WOOHOOHOO!!!!WHOS TALLER NOW MAT????HAH!!!lol.


anyways nice catches yong xiang, jia yit can throw some freaky hammers man...,and i made a few good passes to a few ppl in the boxXD.


but most importantly....


I WAS TALLER THAN MAT!!!AHAHAH(sorry ah matXD)


P.S u've got competition matthew.....

Love..love...love...

Ahhh love...wat a complicated sweet emotion every single being created will experience.In short,it is a beautiful thing...rite?

Not in some movies.UGH....its soooooo disgustingly icky and mushy and sappy like in hsm 3.Thers this part where they'r halfway through the bball game and then troy starts singining to his gal.The stadium turns dark..the spotlights on her.

WAT THE HECK????!!!OH MAN I FELT LIKE PUKING!CUT THE CRAP MAN THIS IS CRAZY!i can imagine lilies and ponnies and lil pupies dressed in pink tutus dancing all around them.

BLAUGH!!!!!!!GET REAL!!!!!!ewwww its dripping with sweetness that would make bitter medication so sweet till it rots and ferments.

its nice seeing my friends in love,its fun teasing themXD,i dont mind being in love.

But can the movie directors not exagerate it.......

Dont try jogging,especially before breakfast..ugh...u'll get gastric real easy.I tried,trust me.And all the ppl having breakfast in the coffee shop were giving me looks that had"whats that crazy boy doing?"written all over their faces.

Tml will be last day of school before the hols,this year was the best year of my life,I've formed lots of new friendships,really close friendships over this year.Xiang,Max,Gavin,Ben,Jeremy....the list goes on and on.I've also learned to feel at home in GBC,which gives me alot of joy.And most of all i've come to know the Lord more and more,I pray that my walk with Him will go ever deeper and closer.


In short this tear had been a real blessing from God.And it is indeed my joy getting to know all of you.=)family and friends are the 2nd best gifts frm God.

P.S not to mention my"best friend"Matthew lim.Need help mat?=p

to yong xiang

to yong xiang...cheers.

although we only knew each other for just over a year,we have become very close friends,to the extent of brotherhood.Yong xiang,i'm gonna miss u a lot ,it wont ever be the same without you,of curse u will come back right?=)

the times when we crapped,prank called,crapped,played sports,crapped,sneaked out at night,and yes crapped,dont ever forget them,cause i wont.

Make sure u keep in contact.always be close and keep on growing in God,i will see u here there or in the air.=)

I am sad to say that u'll be leaving us,but this is a new beggining for you too.

You've been one of my closest friends yx,i will remember this brotherhood.

Yong xiang,ur not ge ong anymore,hannah isXD.and thnx carmen for the key chain,really nice!=)

Oh yeaaaa it was so fun doing lansi stuff while playing captian ball,i copied the sacred heart bballer,HAHA soooooooooo shiok

The questions that i kept on asking,it was such a burden.....but i decided to sureender it all,and the peace that God gave me....it was too beautiful for words.

and theres this song i like frm planetshakers it really is an awesome sing.

Let Your light shine in me so all the world can see the power of Your majesty
JESUS I WILL LIFT UR NAME UP!!!!!!!
Let your spirit fall on me so all the world can know that your my God.
JESUS I WILL LIFT UR NAME UP!!!!!

I thank God for his grace,love and all his blessings.

Thank You for all the wishes!=)and thnx guys for the cake,which is all over my faceXD.But thnx for all ur kind bday wishes,no need to get me anything,knowing u guys is enough.U guys make me smile=)

And yet this is just a lil taste of what is to come in heaven.This life might seem good,but heaven is the place where we long to be.

Allrighty,just thnx guys,you mean alot to me!=)seriously,its so nice of u guys=))))))

No pics,because the usb cable is spoilt,not because i do not know how=)

Tml is the frisbee tourney!lets pray for a good weather and for the chung ling kia to win!(which is almost certainXD)

And tml we celebrate the birth of one among many of Gods creations...SEAN!!thats rite,ME!MY BDAY!XD.What i want?i dont really want anything frm this world,what i want is a deeper walk with my Lord,and u guys have been a very good present to me already=)No need for gifts,although my parents will be taking for suckling piglet....mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

First off,thank you God for letting me know you,for creating me,blessing my life and letting me walk with you, i am celebrating my first birthday as a real(and still striving to reach God's standard) christian born again in the spirit. God,thank you for putting up with me,and for loving me.And of course thank you to my mum and dad,for bringing me up to be the man(boy)i am today,plus guiding me when i needed it,and for loving me too.

But seriously friends ,parents,this life is already such an awesome present frm God and i thank u guys for putting up with my weaknesses and being my friends=).You guys are the best!All i want,to be like my God,to be like my Father.

pics in the next post PROMISE=)

God...

let me have the child-like faith...

Give me rest give me peace...

Your ways..incomprehensible...

Let me run to You always...

Hold my hand...lead me..my God..y Saviour...my One and Only..

this my cry OFather..let me love You more than these,let me..always..seek Your face..

let me join You in eternity

Sometimes u just have to surrender ,trust God that all he does is for your good,your Life is in His hands what else can you do?

God's ways are incomprehensible,where was I when he made the earth?where was I when he gave life to every being?Does the hawk fly by my wisdom?Does the eagle soar at my command?Who am I to question Him.Take my life,Let me trust and seek ur face,look towards what is eternal,and let me love You with everything I've got.


Frisbee tourney and my bday this fri!yea...suckling pig for dinner and becoming frisbee champion as a present(lansiXD)But i have full confidence in my team mates WE'R GONNA WIN THIS YEA??(cause i think we'r the only school practising PLUS we have 5 GBC memebers who are playing frisbee every sunday)

Nothing much beens going on,we actually have sumthing like a cg in clhs now,we meet in the band room eevry morn b4 10 all those who are intrested are welcome to come.=)

Yx oel and max came to slpover on sat,we finished watching 2 sermons and were about to doze off,then we went out and crapped,THEN we climed to my neighbours balcony to gaze at stars,THEN we decided to climb back go to my yard and gaze at stars there while munching on cookies,and we took LOADS of crazy pics and vids,all in all an awesome experienceXD.

pics will be posted in the next one.

Wet

First off dont text me,call my house cause i never check my cellXD.

allrite got the dates messed up and ended up in GBC instead of the beach.MAN! u had nooo idea how bad i felt and yet max was calm and optimistic,he was a real Godsend to me.THX!=)

called yx and asked him to pick us up and so we reached the beach at round 8.50.And watttt a greeting I got.Wei jin mat and yx all gang on me and threw me into the sea,(You guys,i just LET u.XD)

Then we went to kapitan for supper,and the guys went nuts and started throwing bots of junk food into each others mouth,plus spitting ice cubes at each other.XD.SIAO EH,but fun!then we went to the toilet,NEARLY got stripped,whew thank goodness that it didnt happen.hahax

Jia yit sent yx mat and I back home,hes a dang nice guy la!for those of u who are 23 i'll intro u to himXD.

Thats it for now,adios!

FRISBEE

on nov 7th(my bday)CLHS will be hosting a frisbee tournament,and...all the 412 form 3 ppl frm clhs have been chosen plus a few others to play for the school.

YEA!!!!!LETS GO!!!!

been playibng frisbee in school since wed,walao loads of ppl have a lot of potential AND our passing has improved so rapidly.Plus this sports are causing curiousty among ppl,they must be thinkin "wat are those weird white playing disks doing on our padang?"

Watch out a shockers coming ur way.CLHS team gonna win.WOOHOOOHOOOO!!!!

Today ponteng-ed school haha,but its after PMR what do you expect me to do?

I feel like skipping school tml,maybe i will i'll see how it goes, haha.

Yesterday watched HSM 3,wow the girls have gotten Hot!!LOL.And the songs were dang yeng,u should go watch,and u could say this saved high school musical since HSM 2was terribly crappy.

What else to say,nothing much has happened spent a whole day in church again on sunday,haha its sooo nice doing that.Sports was fun as usual,but i was more tired that day and me plus ben chwee got head shots with the frisbee,owwwww.

SO glad God has kept me frm any injuries and pray that He will continue in doing that,the spiritual realm is more active than we know,so be careful in everything we do.


thats all for now,and so we go.

If all had if everything and every i loved is taken away,would i still fall on my knees and worship God?that should be a question we must ponder....

Last night i was troubled again by this question,all i could do was pray i said Lord let your angles comfort me.

I fell asleep and i dreamt of four angles touching my shoulders and i felt so comforted,worship song were playing all around me and i wanted to take a look at the lyrics,one of the angles turned a com screen to me bearing the lyrics,i smiled at him and said"Thanks"

then..i woke up,gasping for breath...thank you Lord,u sent me ur angles just when i needed them.

I myself have had 3 other visions.But i'll leave it till next time.=)

Another full day at church and then went straight for sports til seven.i like mat's house and his dogsXD he has a freakin hoop!so shiok,but its short and i can touch the rim hahax.

allrite first of all i have no intrest in any of the girls in my youth group,and i will only start looking after spm .

secondly i only complimented hannah as a friend nothing more got it?

third wats the deal with sam and shantitni?

One full day at church,got up at 8.15 amd went there for breakfast,and whadda u noe,TAN KUKU!!!XD.then gbc and a few fpbc ppl went up to hear the 5 hour sermon on worship.Not bad,very intruiging.

Then starightaway after that i had worship practice,the songs willy chose quite hard to sing,better take some strepsils after this.

And then we went ut for the long awaited lunch,then went back to church and chiong foosball.SHIOK!b4 i went back daniel said he can touch the rim...whoaaa....at his height it seems impossible.

Now i wanna wait for my food to digest b4 sprinting.Sean signing out.

Aloha ,its been a while.Schools been a blast,every morn play bbal till recess and played grable till school finishes.=)Envy the form 3..ENVY US!!!

Loads of opening for evangalism and woots got to preach to a few of em..haha...God is good.Something amazing also happened today,to show me God is a forgiving and loving God.Wanna noe?call me=)

Tml gonna hav pr wah lock preach bout worship frm 9 til 2.The form3's have alllll the time in the world,so of course i'm going.Then gonna have worship practice at 2.30.Gonna have a great day tml.And i met pr Kok aun and his family plus friends at northam,so much fun talking with jeremy,Ben,his sis and pr wah lock's handsome,quiet son,haha.

Oh yea and i got caned by the school's discplinary ah pon(lai)cause me and bout 16 others didn play football but went off to bball and play chess.It felt kinda refreshing actually.GO TRY IT!!!

This is the LIFEEE!!!!AMEN!=))))))

Something's coming

I can feel it in the wind...

In every beating heart around me...

it is...done.

KOWABUNGA!!!!!!FINISHED!HABIS!LIAO!WOOHOOO

pada 17 oktober bendera penjajahan PMR tealh diturunkan.Darurat duduk rumah study telah ditamatkan.OH YEA!!!!

bball gurney church activities bible reading masterlife tv com..yea...this is the life.

this is an awesome poem by max.

Saving and Saving Again

Every time when I vulnerably fall,
To you Lord i desperately call,
In front of me then, You'd stand tall,
Assuring me with a smile, everyone adores.

So many times I have pushed you away,
Still you followed me day by day,
Shining me with your comforting ray,
Slowly guiding me back to the way.

In my heart you settle and stayed,
Pulling me back whenever i swayed
Even in my deepest dismay,
You would do miracles to make me gay.

So distracted is my fragile soul,
Still on to me you firmly hold,
Just so that i would always know,
you are the only one that can fill my heart's hole.

Amen....

Victory

Sweat feel like drops of blood to the ground

No....Not my soul..anything...please! cried the man

Oh...but thats exactly what i want...sneered the demon.

His pupils widened as the hooded figure shrouded in darkness glidded soundlessly over the floor.Everything seemed lost.He felt all hope and his very life being sapped away by the evry presence of this being.

Take a look around....its the last thing u'll see...the raspy voice said,sending a chill that resonated throughout his whole body.

All hope was lost.And then...a bang,a flash of white light.

"AHHHH!!!!"screamed the evil spirit in terror and pain.

The man had to shield his eyes,whoever it was that saved him,the light that He emittied was too glaring for the naked eye.

A hand extended and as the man grasped it,warmth flooded back into his body...life,hope,joy all things that were good seemed to be surrounding his Saviour.

And as he was helped up,his eyes were accustomed to the light,but still he could not see the persons face.

All is not lost..said the voice,a deep and comforting voice it was,...I will strengthen and ...I Wills Sve.

No,I cant...I'm not strong enough....

Trust,have faith dear one.Stand firm in me....For I will forever remain faithful.Remember....and He breathed on the mans face.Courage and boldness overwhelmed the man.

And then in another flash of light..the man was alone again.But he felt something in both his hands.A sword and a shield,engraved with a cross.

In an instant the tables were turned.

The tormenter looked in horror as his pray was inevitably about tog ain...victory.

I'll post the other stories i thought of in the next 1.Taking a break frm itXD.

Yesterday had xiang xiang(ge ong) and maxie(lansi kiaXDjkjk) for a slp over.we went to play bball first then we actually had a religous chat beside the bball court..u noe opening with a word of prayer and everything.I told them about these 2 DVDs that would explain heaven and hell,and the 2nd one would help in evangalism.So as my dad was driving us home i asked him if they could come over and watch,he said yes,then i asked could they stay over?again the thumbs up.

Watching sermons with friends at nite is a blast,then we went out for supper...and then read our bibles and had fellowship.And then we werent tired so we went down and watched jumper.LOL.storyline stupid graphics yeng.Then hehehe we went up and bullied xiang by tickling ,poking and reading his sms and teasing him about som1 playing to his heartbeat, till all of us got tired and slept at 4.

And we woke up went to GBC all tired out...but i suprisingly was quite awake,adrenaline?XD.
I bet i'm gonna slp at 10 hahax

conclusion...another slpover must be done.XD.

for more info visit xiang xiang's blog at http://undesirelove.blogspot.com/.see i help u promoteXD

The pit

This is a series of christian-themed articles that i thought of=)

He stumbled.Blinded,unable to see what was ahead.What he thought was safe ground,was actually a path leading down into the darkest depths of the earth.The depths...filled with the vle,the despicable spirits who roam the earth,trapping ppl and destroying their very souls.

He continued on,walking thru the valley.On all the sides the demons grimmaced.Evil hunger gleamed in every eye that was watching him.

He walked until he came to a pit.And then hands,hands of the dead, hands of those who were not at peace reached reached out frm the murky depths of the muck.Each hand ready to grab the ignorant victim.

Just as he was about to step into the pool,with a falsh of light..he could see.See what was around him.See what wat was he stepping into.He fell back.

"He still ours for the taking"declared one of the mutated monsters.

Just as they were about to consume him,A shield enclosed him like a clear dome.This shield was transparent,yet with the colours of a rainbow.He was mesmerised.

"Step down...for this soul belongs to me"And the demons scattered shivering with terror.The man heard that voice and suddenly felt safe....and comfort.

His saviour turned towards him."By grace i have saved u"

Yes Lord....how can i ever thank you?

Go stop those who are blind,who cannot see nor hear.That will be your spiritual act of worship.

Yes Lord i will.

And he stood at the evry path that leads to the murky depths and stopped those who were walking down it...And The Lord smiled pleased at the mans work.

The Warrior

The great serpant smiled."you have failed miserably.....i have won...again.Look at you ...weak,Fool did u actually think u can fight me?"

Sweat,tears and blood all fell to the ground from the face of the warrior,he fought and fought.Dodging the serpants arrows,his strikes.At times he wounded the beast,but he also...failed.He sat on the floor,breathless.Was there any1 who could save him?he wanted to stand..his kness gave way.His sword,his shield his armor....on the verge of breaking.He panted...And his soul cried out.Was there any1 to save him now?

STAND UP.

he heard it,a voice...who was it?This voice..it gave him a sense of hope,he felt light,and he felt...at peace.A feeling that he hadnt felt in a long long while.In a flash he was taken,and standing in front of him....was God.

I....I have failed u Father...I tried....I cant....

Good Son,you have fought bravely.Even tough u fail...even though you grieve me.I still Love you.Now stand up,fight again for me.and if u fall I your Lord will catch you.

Thank you...Father...thank you.

In a twinkling of an eye,his armor his shield his sword...renewed.Glowing with the light only God could give.

Then the serpant was in front of him again.

AHAHAHAHA!So...u still can stand.I will devour you....U cannot win.

Yes...i have failed...but i will continue to fight...i will stand up for my Father...and in the end..I WILL WIN!!!!

and for the first time.....

he saw fear in the serpants eyes.

Went up hiking with my dad and his pastor frm another church.This guy goes hiking 3 times a week up penang hill,of course it wasn a prob for me but my dad...well he didnt excercise for a long timeXD.So we decided to go up half way and stop there.I made it i about 25-30 min and had to wait there for bout 20 min b4 they came(my dads pastor was pacing with him,he didnt go full throtle).On the way down,i looked like moses cause i was carrying this big ol walking stick(was afraid of monkeys...freaky animals.)

So i came back had dinner and half way through reading jeremiah fell asleep,frm 9-11.30 then i woke up,which kinda explains this post.XD.I also ate 2 packets of sea weed,banana, cake and kuih,mmmm yummy.

Pray that i will have another awesome dream so i can posy bout it.

PMR-ERS!!!JIA YOU!!!!GOGOGO!!!!=)

I wonder wats its like to kiss som1...well it be smelly?wet?sloopy?will it be like trying to eat som1's face?mut ur mouth be opened wide or small?wats the technique?

did u noe kissing:
boots self confidence
slows the aging process
heps u exchange millions of bacteria at a time.

I am a lil worried bout my bm and bc i was never able to grasp those subjects as well as others,but what can i do?All i can do is read a few karangan books,komsas and just..well...pray.He is i charge of it all,i lift up to my Father.(i dont mind if i get b for bm and bcXD)

There will be bigger challenges in life,we have to Trust him at all times.

rats why did i have to wake up as i was kissing that sweet gal?RATSXD

Another dream

I was in a tower...a HUGE tower which had a few floors and a staircase which winds up and up and up.There beside me were broomsticks,So i took one and flew up to the highest level.And there i saw picture of a person getting water.Then i heard som1 saying"Hey why are u getting water now?"A dragon roared and screams plus the crunching of bones were heard.I saw the shadow of the dragon and flew down to the second floor,This one contained the picture of a guy getting food..And the same voice said"hey why are u getting food now?"and history repeated itself.I looked..every single floor had a picture of a person doing sumthin and everytime that voice shouted a dragon would come out and devour somone.Wat was this...Some sick feeding schedule?Fear suddenly gripped me and i flew down.As i landed i realised I had the power to transform into a Human sized bee!I metamorphasised and flew around for a bit.

Then there were a few groups of ppl around me and a person split us into teams,my team all ha dthe same power as me.Turned out each team had to kill a dragon or be killed....geez.The first team up were wizards ,they flew around on broomsticks and with a few spells....dragon dead.Next was my team and a 2nd dragon appeared,As we flew to face him,i suddenly couldnt fly CRAP!!!i was falling AHHHHHHH!!!and without knowing it my stinger jabbed the monster in the neck.HE WAS DEAD!My team and i were allowed to leave the castle.

As we regained our human form all my teammates left except one....and damn she was cute.no...she was DAMN FREAKIN CUTE.we talked and without knowing it we held hands...awww man...it felt so sweet...as we were about to kiss.......

i woke up.

rats.

The time u need to run..is the time u need to die...

Tensions rise...

senses sharpen....

Hunger the driving force...

Every single movement dilebrately orchastrated....

Survival at stake...

The primal beast unleahed...

Hang on...

Cause the time u need to run is the time u need to die....

Yeng?(its a nat geo comercial,worlds deadliest animalsXD)

Sports today was a lil sien,no danile not as shiok,but it was fun seeing yong xiang key form...scored 3 out of 4(GE ONG!XD)then captian ball..clhs team...complete ownage..we pawned the other team till they couldn do anythinXD

The first time i wore jeans to GBC...every 1was so suprised LOL. dont think it makes a difference,long pants or bermudasXD.But it does keep me warm and comfy.Me like it.

Yea one week of raya hols...bball any1?

Another episode in the dreams of sean

Mat was teasing me about not being as tall as he was...and ben was there too both tall ppl perli-ing me and jamie said "how bout me?"

Then i was suddenly in school and my friend who didnt study suddenly got a 86 for chinese. me and a gang of friends were so pissed,so we decided to break in to the teachers office.It wasnt easy because the teachers were expceting us and instead of a normal office...we had to float on magical flying baskets through a course to reach to the teachers desk.We ste our plans into motion and ....flew.We took shorcuts and there teachers armed with all sortsof weapons were waiting for us.We nose-dived towards our teachers desks and snatched all our test-papres(to change our marks)And then the basket stopped floating.WE touched down in the middle of a mob of mad teachers armed to the teeth.I was about to summoun a machine gun when the white witch came and took us by the hand,She thenm blew some powder on the floor and we jumped on top of it.We disappeard.

Then i was at home with my gf(i didnt even noe who it was)all i knew as a sweet feeling and it was nice....but then she told me she waseaving for KL.

Then...i woke up in bed.XD(btw the teachers office was like a catacomb)

CG

Yea...CG was a blast,table tennis(i'm a nooby at it)then loads of pizzas..YEA!After that we played grabble,a more fun simple and exicting version of scrabble,ming tze and daniel owned every1...lol.Then we played table tennis again,I became king!for like 2 rounds....lol.I think they were having mercy on a noob kaXD.

I can do everything in Him who gives me strength...i will stand firm no matter what.

I'm starting to like table tennis...lol,jumping and whacking the ball is sooooooo shiok.

Yeaaaa..raya hols... but have to study..haizz..still no preassure eh PMR-ers?right?hehe...

Awww man miniguns are damn coo,i wish i could mow something down with it.....

i wanna play bball....i wanna play bball...GBC IS GONNA GET A RIM NEXT YEAR!!!WOOHOOHOO!!!

and so we go

Tempations

ahhhhh!!tempations attacking me from all directions...Father give me strength i plead to You...give me strength ,I dont wanna dirty myself with sin....I have failed you so many times....forgive me Lord i pray.....I need your protection...shield me O Father....i noe u will.....

This evening i was almost hit by a car while jogging...and suddenly when i was praying tonite i realised that God was watching over me since i was born.I fell head first out of my baby cart when i was 1,and i was fine!(maybe thats i am crazy at timesXD)and when i got cut when i was standard 4 even thought i needed a lot of stitches no major injuries!Today...nearly hit by a car....How blessed I am...

Why?Why do I get so much blessings?A wretched human...a sinner...a flithy human..getting loved and cared for by the Creator of all...By grace alone it has happened and by the Spirit Of God i shall have faith...My Father in heave has made himself so real to me!!I owe him everything...so i pray that my life, my heart, my soul and all i am...God use it for ur glory,I dont care about the worldly things anymore,For i am in debt to You..a debt that can never be paid,so i give my life as an offering to you God,I sin all the time,and You forgive me..i thank You Father...i thank You....Use me..All i am i lay it down at Your feet....i Fail u ,but i will give You my all.

I pray...I will never forget what you have done for me OGod,take me show me Your Will...and I will follow.

And with a bday song they smashed the bday cake into edwards face making him look like"2 face"Lol he chased mat around the field,jus like i did when he.....nvm.Anyway after that he smelled of milk mixed with sweat ...eww....but it was an amazing spectacle.XD

So here was the plan to do an alley oop with max and joel,i would shake my head a few times and do my "lansi" face then throw the ball up,one of em will come rushing in and catch and shoot,well...guess wat?a VERY smart guy called mat broke the boxes...so in the end the catchers couldn stand on boxes,which caused every1 to crowd around which caused us not to be able to do it....nvm..frisbee was good.Somehow i always ended up on the floor catching frisbee or ball.Lol.

oh man falling in love with hillsong's to the ends of the earth....beautiful song...

jus before dinner had a BEAUTIFUL slp then went out for japanese...very smart ppl the japs,they divide thier food upinto small portions so if u clear every portion u'll be full...maybe tats why their so thin...

all rite hope i can mow down more stuff in my dreams with machineguns and tanks...cya.

Dreams

Before i feel asleep i thought..i liked dreams...then i dozed off

there was this huge mutant dog in front of me,jet-black eyes,saliva drolling..u get the picture.i thought to myself "i like dreams "inside the dream.

I summouned a double barrel shoot gun and shoot him,blew too holes in his head,then a falme thrower,TORCHED IT!AHAHAHAHAHAH!then summouned a huge machine gun.WOOHHOOO!!!had a heck of a time mowing it.then i woke up...awww...sad la..why didnt i have more time for more weapons....

I love "our love is loud"...such a nice song...

WE LOVE YOU LORD! WE LOVE YOU! WE LOVE YOU!!!!=)))))
Today's cg was nice although there was only 3 ppl,haha fellowshipped with the college ppl,perli-ed mat bout not joining frisbee ....soooo shiokXD

rock away...rock away....rock away...rock away......

The insight into blushing

Note blushing is different for every individual(i think) so here's my view:

Blushing is a unique thing,it is mostly done by girls but apparently there will be rare casses when the blushing gene is in a boy,me.If there are any other boy blushers out there...i feel u manXD.

There are a few reasons for blushing(for me)i might sometimes blush when complimented or stared at by a lot of ppl, or feel embarassed ,or when i'm in contact with som1 i like,and last but not least it might just be hot.=)

First the heat comes from ur body,u can slowly feel it making its way up to ur face,u helplessly try to stop it,but the harder u try the faster it spreads,then when the ehat reaches ur face it feels HOT.and u can literally FEEL it truning red.And then the responses come"Look he's blushing!""Tomato face!""AHAHAHAHAH""BLUSH MORE!"

i think its nice to be able to blush(when i am being perli-ed by daniel and the restXD)Every1 gets a kick out of seeing me blush and i am able to bring joy and laughterXD.Maybe i should sart charging ppl to see me blush...hmm....and it also means my blood flow is very good.

sooooo for all u ppl out there....BLUSHING IS AWESOME!RITE BLUSH BUDDY?=)

I see friends get hurt....bad...cause they let themselves in too deep with the ones whom they liked.Its saddening...the way the hurt lingers,i feel sorry for them.They will recover yes,but a part of them has been torn.I hope they can let go.

So i guess for now my capability to detach and stopping myself frm going in too deep is a good thing.i dont wanna be hurt,its gonna be painful if it does.Perhaps this mechanism will only stop when i find Ms right.Until then,i shall keep myself away frm these futile emotions,only clouding and blurring my heart.A burden u might call it.I dont like that feeling,i wanna be free.

Lol i'm not emo,i'm jus saying the truth.The higher u climb the worse the fall.So before i even climb i shall stop,cut away these feelings,making sure that it doesn get to me.A fullproff way of being safe.

And so we go.

Detach...attach..i fall in and out of crushes so easily and when i do get one i make sure i still keep my distance to prevent heartache when it ends.Will i ever find som1 i truly Love?Hard to say....i dont dare to get too attached.True Love is till to God.=)

So max was saying he was gonna play football with shen hong.My advice?

CRUSH THE ENEMY
DEFY THE OPPOSTION
RAMPAGE TO VICTORY
KNOCK DOWN THE OPPONENTS
BLOOD WILL BE SHED
BODIES WILL FLY
IN THE WAKE OF...
MAXIMUS GALAPTICUS!!!(his scientific name as created by meXD)

I woke up at 7 did a b, paper and got at least 18-20 wrong.So i got pekcheck and slept till 10.This time i did math and sc...muchh better.

and now i wish a very good day to allof u.

I've come down with a slight fever,i think i played sports too vigorously on sun.At least i can use com,my family is out nowXD.Yea max and yongxiang i'm gonna get u back for bullying me like tat.Jamie we'r still even...and i will turn out to be the victorXD.Again...THERE IS NO WAY THAT WAS U.

A lot of ppl think"fuck" is vulgar but lookie here

Funny
Understanding
Caring
Kind
F-U-C-K

Sooooooo do u see the light?XD(note:i am not a vulgar guy,jus remebered tat my friend told me this)

Yongxiang said a lot of stupid stuff when were whizzing in the toilet....but i'll let him tell u guys.

Jamie i am still a boy even thought i blushXD.isit wrong for a boy to blush?tat jus means i hav good blood circulationXD.I even dreamt of you LOL,u were wearing a dress made out of drinking straws and we were holding hands.like WAT?XD

my legs are dang sore now but still...mornig bball is DAMN SHIOK!!!loving it more an more,especially when u play with friend,i tapped ppls shooting and layups a lot today.KEY FORMXD.but every1 was good,haizzz beinging rebounder is tiring...gotta keep on jumping an jumping but DAMN SHIOK!XD.And i was quite good at being rebounder(PERASAN!XD)

then ater eating i one on one daryl and yong xiang.Me vs yong xiang5-1 me vs daryl 5-2.(5's are me lol perasan again!XD)anyways it was awesome playing with u guys.

Yea...and happy mooncake festival!tonite going to friends house...maybe can play nite bballXD.

love love love........

The irreversible jus became reversable....damn nice.thru who?Thru our God...who else can reverse death itself?

I missed the bus!ahhhhhhh!didnt noe form 5 had exams and had to wait till 3...now my whole face is red due to sunburn....every1 thins i'm blushing or sumthin....JAMIE I HAVN LOST!XDMat u look like guai gia with specs(heck every1 doesXD)Gotta love travis man...damn yeng and talkative at the same time.Lawarence....u can become an insurances salesmanXD

YES BBALL TML MORN!!!!AHAHAHAAHAA!!!!!I LOVE IT!

man.....why am i feeling like this...it sumtimes keeps me awake at nite.....am i....should i.....lol.

and now......lets surrender to Christ.

Walao exams finally ending...whew cant wait for mooncake festival going over to my friends house.Maybe we can play some night bball....

Maths was super hard...the teach cant even solve some of the questions herself and she goes and puts tat crap on oue exams sheets....WTH?she jus wants us to fail i think.lol.

btw i heard this quote....Life is like a vaccum cleaner....it sucks.LOL!But i like my life so it doesnt apply to me.XD.

I like this verse.Romans 8.32??i forgot.XD.paisheh
For i am convinced that neither death nor life,neither angle nor demon,neither past nor future,nor any powers,neither depth nor height,nor anything in all creation,can keep us from the love of our God that is in Jesus Christ.BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!

Why do i feel this way...no ,this was never meant to be....

I cant wait to fall in love with u,u cant wait to fall in love...with me...i like tat song.

So now....lets live to the fullest.

Whew...todays worship practice was tiring.But still it was quite fun,dead tired lol.Raining raining raining...but now its stooped!Praise the Lord!!!!=)Ttat hopefully means tat sports is on tml.


My dads hospitals annual dinner,the food was good but other than hat it was B-O-R-I-N-G.My dad and mum wore kimonos and my sis wore cheongsam cause the theme tat nite was "Truly Asia" I wore a shirt with the words"Beverly hills"YEA!

the smile on ur face lets me know tat u need me...there's a cure in ur eyes saying u'll never leave me...

gotta love tat song man.

Wat is this......I have not felt this way never had and never will.NO string attached,yea.......tats the way....XD.

Anyways after the 2 language subjects i feel mush more relaxed WHEW!Tonite's CG was a blast.WE'R GONNA MISS U JACKIE!!!!XD.Every1 was fellowshiping and it was soooo nice until som1 had to bring up the"historical moment"at youth park.AHHHHH I'LL NEVER HEAR THE END OF IT!!!!!XD

I wanna play bball i wanna play bball i wanna play bball...havn had a good match in AGES.

YAY!worship practice tml morn,cant wait to try out the paradise songs...YEA!XD.

the ice is starting to freeze over....will it melt?dang i sure hope so lol!We talked then we ignored then we started talking again,Geez i hope we can have a decent friendship.XD

And so we go.I ....am...free....

Yes ladies and gentelmen, sc fever has offically died.As we bury it.sahll we have a moment of silence?...............thank you.And now we say a few words.

Sc u have given us such a great oppurtunity to make friends and join cultures,we thank you for the great times we had and all the fun stuff we did togheter,but now as reality,school and each of our own intrests set us back on our own course we leave u to be stored only as another memory.But i'm sure we will all agree tat we all loved it,and pray tat our friedships will last.

Walao trials this thurs but i dont feel any preassure at all.YIPEEEEEXD.Missing the fellowship at st.goerges and Sports already....man its been oni a day LOL!Well it gives me sumthin to look forward to every week.

i wanna play bball i wanna play bball i wanna play bballXD

Btw when i thought Wall.E was the most retarded movie ever,i was wrongXD.Its amazing how can 2 robots can make such a good story.

I like this quote.The robot said "on the axiom we will survive"

The captain said "I dont want to survive I WANT TO LIVE!"

shouldnt we do the same?

Today was normal,went to GBC then went to ST.Georges for yong tau fuXD.iBoth churches have thier pros and cons,GBC has extremly strong youth worship and worship,whereas st.georges is like a big warm warm family with no age boundaries.It is a pleasure knowing deb and lydia!XDD They'r so easy to talk to as if they were long lost friends or sumthin=).Then there was super yeng amo guy called kurt who plays the electric guitar,his hair is like long soft and flippy,SO YENG!

studied geo for 1 hour,YES!tehn went for sports.Today frisbee was damn shiok but in captian ball every1 just became stim and didnt play seriouslyXD.It was fun though.

Now in my friends house...so sien.Nothing to do...haizzzzzz....After this i'm gonna go pick up me mum from the airport.

Do u noe the difference between dying for sumthin and dying for nothig?its time to make a difference....

woke up at 8 and had a delicous breakfast with me mom and dad consisting of my personal fav wan than mee and omelette,then she went to leave for the airport cause she's flying down to KL.pray for journey mercies!

Then i tried to study geo but halfway thru....i fell asleep,i mean com on,except for the guai gia's who wont rite?RITE?when i woke up my dad and my sis followed me to Fort cornwallis to play bballXD.my sis shot a few times and went to the playground whereas me dad went for a jog.Then my dad and sis who are both fish fanatics went buy sommore fish ,we've been there to buy fish for 3 times this month!LOL!

abc i have i very good idea of who u are and i'm sorry i shouted at u i shouldnt have done that,but u should have realised that it was wrong of u to provoke me.I hope that we can reach a truce.

And dark...this is a parody

this is wat dark said:I am the first and last.i am the alpha and omega,i am the peace and chaos,I AM THE LEGACY.

well....

i am the A and the hole,I am the crap and the urine, I am the puke and fart,I AM DARK!

Man i was damn pissed at some ppl in tennis for gossiping bout me.Shouted at them and felt such a surge of anger....Now i noe why some ppl murder.But.....why?was it cause i'm tired?was it cause i never heard bout any1 gossiping bout me?haizzzz....

When i got home frm cg i just poured out everything to God...man it feels so good..now i feel like i'm so free=)btw i missed my bus so i had to ask a teacher to send me backXDDDD.That teach is a nice teacher man.

YES ANOTHER HOLIDAY ON MONDAY!WOOHOOOHOO!!!hahax but gotta study la walao.XDMERDEKA!MERDEKA!

I like looking at the fish my dad bought they'r so pretty and they've got cute lil babies!and me doggy rainbow is so fat dy but i cant bear to put her on a diet.

Max came over and had nasi kandar mmmmmm so yummy,then we went to KFC for poatato wedges and mash potato...mmmmmmXD.Cg only consisted of 3 ppl...but hey it was fun!never expected it!XD

And now i leave u.

YES PUBLIC HOLIDAY TML!!!YEEEHHHHAAA!!!!XDD.Damn shiok wei,and i watched the replay of USA versus Spain incredible match...of course US won gold.Expected

When i was going to slp on sun nite i thought bout school and al the boring stuff in life....is this all there is to it?Studies,sports,marrige,death?Then i started to get worried bout PMR....

Then i thought bout My God...The creator of heaven and earth is behind my back?What do i have to fear frm any1 and anything?He is the 1 who kept me going and safe all this time....so i pray O God to let me place all my trust in u,and i thank u that u sent Jesus to die for me.

Paradise Songs freakin awesome!!!!!Worship team use em!!!!!

And so we go.

woke up in the morning damn shiok cause all the worship team planned to stand in one row and spice up the youthXD.i dunno cause i was closing my eyes and singing=)Anyways it was good then after 2nd service went for lunch and played sports.But somehow it wasn satisfying like t usually was....it was like sien sien to me.Then when ppl were smearing each other with SHAVING CREAM i was too tired to retaliate so i got quite a lot of cream on meXD.Smelled good though!

Haizzz...tml gotta go back to school....although it does give me the mood to do workbooks...and seeing all my friends...LOL!I'M ACTUALLY EXCITED NOW!XD.Anyways my friend said i one-maned too much in captain ball,but what can i say?i'm nearest to the catcher...myabe i'll pass more next timeXD.

Man...youthful emotions are jus nice and terrifying at the same time.It is destructive as it is intriguing but if we didnt have those feelings would we still be teens??XD.All i noe is....i will be a lot more cautious next time.And...i think...i am... free.

This is the way it was meant to be.And so we go

Wat a day i woke up at 11.45 then straightaway went to gurney with my family and had brunch at gurney at a hong kong restruant and then we went to mph to read books till 4XD.my family loves reading.Then we had amazing green tea ice cream ....DELICOUS=)

Then went for my first ever worship practice ..so nervous at first then i prayed with my mum,And i believe the Lord accepted my offering of worship=)SO HAPPY!but meeting was making me tired...SOOOOOO many issues were discussed till 10pm.WALAO EHXD.anyways came back and had some delicous chocolate cake.yummyyyyyy.

Wanted to get pendragon the ninth book but when i read it i was missing out on a lot cause i havn read the 8th so i didnt get it.

And so we go.

i want my wings..i wasnt meant to be contained.....i pray to the Lord that it will end....i regret every min of it....why did it even happen?why did i hav to light the fuse of sumthin that i didnt really want...and now if it ends hurt and pain will come.....i dont have the courage to do this....i have never done it before....this isn the way it was meant to be.

Now i need boldness i am trying to hide...to run away frm it.....but ignoring it wont make it go away.

The bonds holding me back frm freedom,sweet sweet freedom.......i hav to cut it.but i believe freedom is what i need now....i shall never make the same mistake again....i want,i need,i was meant to have FREEDOM.

i believe to end it is the way it was meant to be...the question is.....am i bold enough....

And so we go

WHOOAAAA....PARADISE CONCERT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME!!!!YEA!

first off the worship team is so dang yeng especially the super shuai angmo worship leaderXDDD,and pastor was damn funny,his facial expressions and stories were sooo dramatic.he was goofy yet gave u a sense of authority=)And of course all the youths were all hyper as usualXDD.all in all AWESOME!!!!!WOOHOOO!!!!my sis who was reluctant to go at first ended up buying the CD.haha....the wroship team dragged up some youths on to the stage to sing and play instruments with them.YEA!thank goodness i wasnt one of themXD.Man the worship team was pumped.

i'll leave u with this:

JESUS I'M LIVING FOR UR NAME I'LL NEVER BE ASHAMED OF U!
WOAH-O-OH
TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL
TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL!!

YEA!!!!!!!!!

played bball for 3hours plus starting frm 8am till 11 sumthin...WHEW!!!damn tired.the opponents were good kept on stealing my teammates balls..not to mention i missed a few passes....paishehXD.but i guess i was okay with rebounds ,catching and scoring not bad.Max and dickson kept on doing lay upsXD.when i got back i slept frm 1pm till 5.15 cause i only slept like 3 hours the nite b4.woke up went to tuition and jus read pendragon.

allrite u noe when we see a cute guy or girl we cant help but steal galnces at them...but i'm here to tell u ITS POINTLESS.i mean com on...chances are ur never gonna c that person again for a long time...ur not sure wheter he or she is gonna look back at u(and tat will be a waste of effort)and it also makes ur neckache cause u keep on turning ur head.so do as i do.....when u see any cute person walking past....IGNORE...keep walking straight...cuase it the right thing to doXD

woohooo fun badminton outing i sweat till even my pants were soakedXD.especially my butt area=.=Anyways my pants ripped and i had to sit like a girl when i was restingXD.Later we went to macdonalds for lunch.Everything was fine till matthew dared me to eat a mix of ketchup and loads of black pepper.it was ok.....till the 3 girls got smart and put creamer into the mix and marcus didnt help by adding saltXD.of course max was on the sidelines watchingXDDD.I licked it twice and didnt dare to take anymoreXD.Benjamin then stuck a straw full of chilli and tomato ketchup and bbq sauce into my drink.LUCKILY it didnt have much effectXD.then they kept on teasing allan's cute lil bro and all that guy did was smile.SO CUTEXDDD.

havn studied since the hols started but i shall start tml!cause i'm busy with pendragon LOL.XD.

and so we go...

I slept at 1am and woke up at 12XDDDD.A good sleep eh?anyways the mext thing i knew my whole family and i were on our way to queensbay for lunch.Then we sat reading in a bookstore until we were due to go in for our movie...TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR!WOOHOOO!!!DANG NICE MOVIE I TELL YA=)the storyline,and the graphics were amazing.Ben foster is damn muscular,no joke and the guy acting as his son was damn handsome.XD.and the girl was quite pretty too.XDDD anyways i had a blast.

there's no bball today...i wonder why...the schedule said that there would be bball...NO FAIR I WANNA C US PLAY!suan liao

there are restrictions binding me,i am facing a dilema....should i abort????my heart is leaning towards that decision....but i dunno if i should.......its hard.....but what i want now.....

freedom.

today was normal...went to church in the morning and played sports in the afternoon.

Man i knocked my youth pastor while jumping to get the frisbee and ended up doing a whole 360 summersault and had a new cut plus my old wound opened up againT.T.an embarassing event took place shant elaborate but i accept ur apology cause i noe u mean it=)

Went for this choir concert by a hong kong band.Man they could probably sing into ultrasonicXDDD.Anyways i feel asleep halfway and ended up leaving early with my parents and going out for supper.The dimsum was delicousXD.

I accomplished the hanging teardrop in captian ball,YES!!!!!hanging teardrop is actually a move where u hang in the air then do a hook sending the ball spining into the hoop.(in this case the catchers hands)YES!!!!!WOOHOOOOOXD

looking forward to the tuesday badminton outing!!!=)

I'm offically hooked on pendragon!!!!AHHHHH YEA!!!!

today had my cca activity,an installment.luckily i didnt need to be security!YAY!i sneaked out halfway to play bball and had a fall ,maybe cause of my naughtinessXDDD.Anyways i saw the comitee being scolded by the teach.cause they losat a lot of money(hardly ANYONE came)and cause they used up a lot of water.(even b4 the station game the most of the comittee and members were wet(except me and a few others!XD)

Gonna start rereading pendragon series.placed an order for the 8th book already!!!haha....now i hav to refresh my memory.

I CAN TOUCH THE STEEL UNDER THE HOOP!!!!YESSSSS!!!!I'M GONNA DUNK SOON YEAH!!!!!!WINDMILL JAMMER!BACKHAND SLAM!HAMMER JAM!!!!WOOOHHHOOOO!!!
XDDDD

and daryl i'll be making my own kingdom soonHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!XD

I played halo in front of my parents...bad choice...they said they would ban me frm using the com if they saw me playing again!!!AHHHHH T.T

allrite,gtg slp gnite ppl.

woohhhh freakin tired today AND i ahv to do security in the interact installation tml!THATS FOR U MAX!i'm gonna sneak out and play bball if i hav the chance.XD.

YAY!brought max to my cell group meeting in church!hope u enjoyed it!

USA VS GREECE!PLS WATCH THE REPLAY THE GAME OF URRRR LIIIIVVVEEESS!!!!U WONT REGRET!!!!!

yay!holidays now!but still hav to studyT.T tests after exams...haaaiiizzzzz...sian ah.

less stuff to post bout nowadays.CYA.XD

ARRRGGGHHHH cant play bball today...theres this stupid haze!!!haizzz gotta wait for a while longer i guess.Man gavin and i were doing workbooks till we dulan the workbooks and started venting it off by playing the eraser game.YES i beat the pro in my class!eng wei!btw he's frekin cute and adorable i'll try to take a pic of him!XD cant wait for the matchup tonite(USA vz greece)they said the last time in athens grecce gave usa a run for their money.

my living as a hypocrite ends troday.i'm a new man!!!

btw who reads vampire nights?i would like to noe.XD

allrite thats it,sean over and out.

haha today is my 1 month anni.happy aniversary!!!!=)))))Wish i was in singapore rite now.....=)

For those of you who dunno SPAIN WON CHINA!!!WTH????i thought it was gonna be a win for the host...but no.....BOOOOOO CHINA!!!WAKE UP ALREADY!!!!

And a blessing....A HOOP NEAR MY HOUSE!!!OH YA!!!next time u c me i'll be kobe plus lebrone HAHAHA!!!i'm gonna DUNK!!XD

Holidays next week!!of course it only means more studying and bballing....but still,its gonna be a nice break.And good luck for common test singaporeans!!!=)

Thats it folks.cya

Team USA dominating!!!!!!My gosh the plays ,the dunks,the steals especially by lebrone ,kobe and dwayne were nothing short of AMAZING.Max, daryl, gavin ,shih hui all welcome to com by my house during holidays to watch.XD.

Soooo sry,i couldnt contact u i dunno why.=(.And linfang....why were u sooooo scared when i said the word concieve ah.....XDDD

hmmmm today was normal nothing unusual.Every1 was talking bout the game of USA VS China.Yaoming lost almost all the rebounds,his balls got stolen loads of times,and my sis and i were laughing like mad when he feel down for the 8th time.XDDDD.

Haha....Olympic bball is FREAKIN AWESOMEEEEEE!!!!!=)

Today the youths had a game with the adults in frisbee and captian ball.b4 i went i was thinking this is gonna be a cruel slaughter.HAHAHAHAHA

the adults won=.=

not by 1 or 2 marks.they literally TRASHED us.AHHHH PEK CHEK!!!I WANT A REMATCH!!!XDD

btw go listen to five for fighting(artist)-superman.Damn nice song guys.XD.

and who has the sc reunion suprise video??????why havn the malaysian boys got it???
and why is the china presentation video on u tube???wat bout PENANG BOYS???huh???XDDD

sean signing out.

Wooohh..so freakin tired after playing bball with max.we played for 2 hours non-stop.And there was a guy who dunked in front of us.SHOW OFF!I JUST DIDNT JUMP!XD.Anyways pray for max cause his leg has a slight prob.=)

diagnostic test was....retarded.Singaporeans u guys probably didnt even do this in kindergarden.XD.In the end it was just about copying anwsers and crushing our question sheets into balss and shooting them into the rubbish bin.And yes we just took
our friends papers,put it next to ours and copied it....cool eh...XD

btw u singaporeans always do the same pose dont u??u guys smile and raise one hand up into the peace sign.Yea...it looks cute at times...but dont u get tired??????XD.of course it looks really nice and all,but its a bit dull.=)

and here's the promo for all the malaysian boys blog!XD.

for awesome poems and cool articles pls visit max at www.maxcrux-mylife.blogspot.com

for mushy love poems and insight on this chessmasters life visit gavin at www.gavinworks.blogspot.com

For cing the EMO KIA .visit daryl at daryl-brokendown.blogspot.com.EMO RITE?XD

For all the crapping on cameras visit andrew at andrewGoh.blogspot.com

thats it fellas,sean over and out.

man....one month since summercamp....i can still picture shears hall,nan hwa,and all the fellow summercampers whom i love.Man...I cant wait till i go down to singapore.BE SURE TO MEET UP K?????XD.LOVE U GUYSSSS GROUP 1 AND SUMMERCAMP ROCKS TO THE MAXX!!!!!!=)

maybe the malaysian boys can do the dance again....XD

wooooh played basketball for P.E this morning and had a heck of a time.Almost every1 was in key form so it was quite a nice game.=)

I also think i influenced my friends to study.XD.I was the first 1 who started doing workbooks,then gavin,then max and adrian.Perhaps we subconciously influence each other....who knows?

YAY! beijing olympics is tml!!!i have live telecast!!!!WHOEVER WANTS TO WATCH WITH ME PLS COMEOVER!!!!=)

allrite now i'm gonna go play halo.cya!

today while my classmates were having an eraser tournament,max gavin and i had the sense to sit down and do workbooks.YAY!.yes it is shocking ,but we do actually care bout results.Our parents will also be more willing to let us comedown at the end of the year to singapore too!=)

i read the last chapter of the bible,revelation(about judgement day)and that got me thinking...am i ready to face all this?

Nope,i'm not.

So i pray...that God will give me enough strength to be strong.And why do i deserve all the things i'm getting now?Why did i recieve all the blessings?I am so thankful God,that u have gave me this through ur grace...Everything frm the air i breathe,to the food i eat.I thank u and though i am corrupted,though i fail u again and again i noe u love me.And i especially thank u for letting me go to SUMMERCAMP 08!WOOHOOOO!!!XDD

happy one month anniversary sc 08!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)

My gosh a lot of ppl were tired and emo in school today.Shant say who but every1 was on thier faces and slping or doing workbooks in silent.I was really tired myself.Anyways the ppl who dont understand my response poem to linfang pls go view her blog at

www.poofy-ou.blogspot.com

And to all the singaporeans.....if any of u come up to penang my house is open for accomadation!not more than 3 at a time though!=)

Slept for 2 hours in the afternoon ,so thats why i'm still awake now!But here's another weird dream.XD

I was in my living room when suddenly a guy threw me an old fashioned rifle and said"Son!Dont jus stand around there!get shooting young fella!!!!"There was an old fashioned gunpowder-shootout going on.So wat the heck?Shot down 1..2..3..4 guys!thats when ppl started aiming at me.Oh crap....

Then i was at this factory And there were velociraptors(A sort of dinosaur)slaughtering every1 there.I dodged their attacks and planted a bomb.And then KABLLLAAAMMMM!!!i blew them into a million pieces.Then i climbed to the highest point on the factory.There there was a thin wire connecting that point to the other side of the factory.And in in the middle of that wire there was a cage with a baby in it.That baby was like a freako barbie doll come to life.Somehow I suddenly ended up in that cage.As i looked down i saw the skeletons of the velociraptors join up again and they were now zombie dinosaurs looking for the guy that killed them.

And they saw the caged.Just when they were closing in.....
I woke up.WHEW......

Cool dreams huh?XD

In the morning i went to church ,came back studied for a while and now at 4 i will be going to play captain ball and frisbee .And now here's the response poem and i wanna thank u again for the poem linny!

Ms linny fang
she's anything but dung
and thx for the poem hun(hunny)
but i dont think i'm a bun.
If u wanna eat my head
u gotta grow a few more inches or instead
Go buy a ladder
perhaps accompanied by the Mad hatter
And if uneven bite marks is what i'll get
I dont think I'll fret
Cause it'll be a lovely souvenier
And i wont shed a tear

LOLS!hahax ur a lucky fella too,but smiles and stay pretty k?=)

Just realised that a lot of malaysian and singaporeans were sick.U see we'r becoming one mind singaporeans and malaysians are slowly fusing together...

Sounds weird eh XD

I noe that but seriously the union the bonds we have founded in summercamp!All in the course of only 1 week!Its amazing dont u think so??I mean ppl frm different backgrounds and different parts of the world could mix so well....its incredible.I myself am amazed at the results.I went into summercamp thinking at the closing ceremony i wont shed a tear

How wrong i was.XD.But that just proves that the friendships founded were so tight...and i loved every second that i was in summercamp.It wasnt the activities it was the ppl that made it all worth.I would like to thank God for allowing me this opportunity to be able to attend the camp.And i would also like to thank the nanhua-rians who hosted me SOOOO well.U guys ROCK TO THE MAX!!!!=)thx so much for making my stay meaningful.=)

Ahhhh and linny the respones peom will be posted tml!XD

Code red !code red! this is not a warning,fever alert!!All white blood cells ready at ur stations coordinates of virus 0307 ,25 knots,bearing:270 degrees frm ur position.Air strike requested.bring the rain!!!

I think thats what my body is saying rite now,i'm down with a 38.3 degree celcius fever!XD.but i will still come down to singapore at the year end.I'll recover no worries!=)

I had a very peculiar dream yesterday .I dreamt i was some sort of assasin and i went out for dinner with my mom and dad at a fancy restaurant.My dad said he was going to the toilet and i took a walk around the place suddenly there were 2 of my fathers there and i saw a third 1 behind me.IMPOSTERS!i leaped behind them and drew out my weapons two swords with ivory handles.I asked them were is my father.they screamed BOSS!.I sliced thier arteries and saw blood squirting out of them like water frm a water fountai.Then...I lost it.I went around the restaurant slicing every1 into half.Policemen and guards came and i killed them all in the blink of an eye.Then i felt myself transform into some sort of half wolf half monster creature.And then the real fun began i went around town slaying any1 who got into my way.I found my parents and brought the back to my house and collapsed into heap.

And while we'r at it i'll tell u of another dream.I dreamt my sister was in her room combing her hair.And then i shot ice out of my finger and formed a mini bridge over her.Suddenly i was outside my house.This hooded guy asked"U wanna dance boy?"He started shooting fire and ice out of his hands.I tried to shoot ice but nothing came out.Then he transformed into a dragon a huge dragon.I thought that was the end.Then he shrinked and was locked up inside a wooden cage.I transformed into a fire-breathing GOOSE.and i breathed fire on him till he died.

Thats it for today!interesting dreams huh?

haha this to all my summercamp friends

Liyu my dearest friend and brother
ur my best friend in sc and there is no other

Lito a realli cute lil guy
he's like a teddybear u wanna buy

Tikiat the big brother of the 2 thai boys
guarding them as though they were his frist 2 toys

Anthony the shy sexy taiwan dancer
whoever knew he had such moves i dare u pls anwser

Peth the cutest kid u'll ever meet
his cheeks are squishy and full of meat!

Ten the cool silent one
what else is there to say?i think i'm done

Fion the super hyperactive fun and crazy girl
its so nice being around u so lets twirl and twirl and twirl!

Ruiwu the queen of my heart
qiupid's arrow shot at me and hit me like a dart

Xuemiao beautiful!the one who boosted me
up to new heights so thx u see?

Zixin the choir chair the 1 who loves to sing
U make my happy-meter go 'Kapwing!'

Winnie the pooh why dont ya go and eat ur honey
U make me so hyper that i hope around like a bunny

Shermon dajie the short bball player
Unbelievable!i think i'm gonna be the next mayor!

Evelyn though i dont know u well
But i noe mingyao's ur bf so tats swell!

Liqing the quiet and guai one in our group
thx very much for the card!i love it like mushoomsoup

To my friends frm other groups!

Joyceyjoyce tats who u are!
do remember to jia you ar?

Clara clara gavin's gal
remember to treasure him ok pal?

Linny fang fang the cute lil shawty
Perhaps u wont grow taller till ur fourty

Sabrina the most random person i noe
Its easy for u to get high so lets go get low!

Hsiehhui the one who likes to scold
me zilian pls just do as ur told!XD

Like it ppl?=)

this is random and my friend and I Max taught this up XD

I'm like a flee
I'm so fast u cant c me
I jump i fly
i crap i pee
this is my new decree
now every1 say WEEEE!

a response to i'm like the wind
XD

Cant slp....maybe cause i slept over 10 hours yesterday..haizzz read 15 CHAPTERS of the bible and i still cant slp.so i thought i'd do a post.=)

Yes sabrina i do hav the brains to play chess i dare to u to have a match with me.XD.Linny i mean what i say and i say what i mean!keep that in mind.=)Zixin,Fion and xuemiao why do u guys never pick up ur phones?XD and somehow i just cant contact0 the HK ppl.i called dajie at least 9 TIMES.Man i really hope we can maintain the friendships we have formed they'r just so precious!i noe i've said it before b4 but i'll say it again.I LOVE U GUYSSS!XD in fact i've got to noe a lot of ppl frm other groups too!=)ohhh before i forget clara and joyce jia you!=)

oh yes and i havn't done a post bout the coaches yet.Turns out according to reports that coach shaun is a meanie and lovveesss to do fouls during bball.XD.Coach yogi is a realy nice guy and he helped the penang boys loads for the dance.THANK YOUX10 YOGI!=)coach syhrin(is att how u spell her name?)is another really good coach and i'm really glad i had u as group1's coach!Coach Yong ern and lydia are 2 really sweet coaches according the ppl frm thier groups haha..and of course who can forget super hyper never-out-of-energy SITI!XD

I have a feeling that our friendships are gonna go a LONNNGGGGGG way.How bout u guys?=)

Apparently everybody seems to be teasing about the entauba situation.Nobody believes me or they think I'm not one.XDDD.Hey i taught u singaporeans a new word!Be grateful!XD

Stayed home today cause of my flu.i think by evening i should be back to normal.

And to my surprise i am the only summercamper who goes around calling ppl.I advise every1 to go get an Italk card it makes outstation calls very cheap!Wouldnt it be nice to hear a voice frm summercamp?=)

I cant help but dwell on the memories of summercamp,The bonds we have formed are so precious that i wont forget it for a lifetime.Liyu,lito,tikiat,Peth,Ten and Anthony u guys can be considered my outstation brothers,especially u Liyu!Shermon,Winnie,fion ,xuemiao,Zixin , Evelyn,Liqing u guys treated me so well even though we're different genders and frm different backgrounds.U guys made this summercamp so enjoyable for me!Especially when we played the Name game!=)hahahaha,i still cant help but smile when i think of u guys.GROUP 1 ROCKS TO THE MAX!GROUP 1 IS LOVE!LOVE U GUYS!

And of course u Rui wu,u know very well the place u hav in my heart,I miss u soooooo much,How i long to c u again.But hey,distance makes the heart grow closer!=)

TO ALL GROUP 1 PPL!WE MUST MEET UP AT THE YEAR END NO MATTER WHAT!PROMISE ME THAT!LOVE U GUYYYYYSSSS!XD

Haha...today some primary schooler shouted frm his bus"ENTAUBA!"which means handsome young man.i waved at him and he went "HELLLOOOO!"hmmmm....maybe he wants my autogrpah!XD

Had a slight flu today.Like a said to my friends"i have no form today"Haha,i'm skipping bible study even as i am posting this blog.XD

Xue miao,Rui wu and hsieh hui now u guys noe wat entauba means.DONT SAY I ZILIAN ESPECIALLY U HSIEH HUI.i made this email when i was still an idiot.Zixin u'll always be my friend no worries.Joyce and Clara thx for the compliments on the poem!I am still counted a noob though.XD.Jasmine View my blog more!Yating why didnt ya com and talk to me on the webcam.XD.Linfang...ur never gonna grow taller.STILL CANT C U FRM UP HERE.XDDD.Sabrina i'll call u la sry le...and fion too.XD

LOL.webcameb with all my fellow summercampers.ITS SO NICE TO C UR FACES AGAIN!remember to meet up when we come down at the year end!XD.group 1 basiclly hoged the com.XDDD!GROUP 1 ROCKS!

and this is dedicated to u my love.Max,gavin and adrian pls put up with my very basic poem.XD

I dont have a heart do u know why?
Cause i gave it to you and with a sigh
I think about the times when we were together
I just want to hug you forever and ever
The first time i saw you an angel of beauty
U enchanted me and slowly but surely
The blood in my veins started to run for you
And then suddenly out of the blue
My love for you overwhelmed my heart
it was enough to fill 10 carts
If i do kiss u and i hope i will
my greatest wish is that time will standstill
Cause as far as my eye can see
You indeed are the world to me
I do not have a heart i gave it to you
I hope you gave me yours too

IT IS NOT COPIED FRM INTERNET.=)

today the malaysian boys are gathering at gavin's house and we'r gonna webcam with the summercampers!U DUNNO HOW MUCH I WANNA C UR FACESS!why aerent we in singapore...
my greatest wish is that penang will suddenly appear next to singapore!XD.And the 1 who REALLY promoted me was fion.Dont believe me?Go c it for urself.XD.SHAME ON U WHO DIDNT PROMOTE MY BLOG!XDDD.

Loads of couples amde out of this summercamp.XD.SHANT TELL WHO!XD.find out for urslef.this is sean signing out.

and here are some of the summercamp pics!

today we had a revolution concert at penang christian center,this has been the moment i wanted i jus want to personally thank Jesus.=)

no pics lazy to upload and here's a description of every summercamper in my group

Liyu:my brother and best friend of the summercamp.one of the ppl whom i miss most..MISS U BRO!

lito:a cute friendly guy who wrote the same stuff on every1s card.XDD

Tikiat:the big brother of the two thai kids and is a really aproachable person

Fion:the spark of group 1 and the most hyperactive carzy girl i hav ever met!i had SOOOO much fun being around her.XD

Xue miao:XUE MIAO BEAUTIFUL!!XDD..a sweet girl who makes ppl feel really comfortable around her.

Rui wu:The girl who has stolen my heart.=)

Zixin:CHOIR CHAIR!!!UNBELIVEABLE!!XDD...a reali cute girl who makes u wanna hang out with her more often.

Winnie:ANOTHER FION!!XDD talkative and active she's som1 u'd like.XD

Anthony"a shy friendly taiwan guy who has some VERY cool dance moves inside of him.SEXY XDD

Liqing:the "guai" 1 in our group XDD thx for the card!!

Shermon:DAJIE!!XDD another cute short girl in our group.incredibly she plays BESKETBALL!!AMAZING!XDD

Peth:THE CUTEST THAI BOY ON THE FACE OF THIS PLAAANNNEEET!XD

Ten:the cool 1 in our group!XD

Evelyn:hahax ,truns out her boyfirend visited her a looot of times during the summercamp.XDD

DOUZI:even her name gives it away.i REALLY DUNNO WAT TO SAY.XDD

Daryl

Oh and i left out 1 more best friend daryl.are u happy now?XD

first timer

this is my first time blogging ever.i used to think that it was a waste of time but thx to the influence of my three best friends max gavin and adrian,i decided to try it out.I am known in nhhs as the green shorts guy so thats where the inspiration for my blogspot name came about!I MISS SUMMER CAMP!!!I WANNA GO NAN HUA!!! GROUP 1 ROCKSSS!!!!I MISS U GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!XDD just thinking bout u guys makes me smile..when i come down at the year end rememebr to meet up!!!i'm lazy to upload photos or write anything bout sumercamp cause every1else has but i am sure we can all agree on 1 thing...the love the bonds the friendships that were created will stick with us for a lifetime.I LOVVVEEE U GGGUUUYYSSS!!!!=)